Standing Right Here

Standing Right Here

Standing right here

waiting for the day to finally come,

alone

bored

discouraged

everything negative

surrounding you

you

you

you

not anyone but you

You want to escape

from the dark nights

you cry hoping to leave

no one to save you

YOU are ALONE!

Still standing where you are

hoping for a HERO!

Pressure

In my class, there is so so so so much pressure. 1. I always have like 1 or 2 long term projects due in one month. And homework..... UGHH! I am just kidding there are only about 2 to 3 pieces of homework on a daily basis, but did I mention the many many many long term projects? I always exaggerate, there are only a few! But a few!!! Is a lot. Bye bye!

Results

Sometimes the result is devastating, sometimes you will get over the results easily. I always get over the results easily. Remember, my last blog post, Math? That one I talked about a math competition. I don't know my scores but I know I didn't get in. Two of my other classmates did. Also, for my vocal music class, there was a solos tryout (which isn't really a solo anymore because 4 people sing it when it's supposed to be 2, which in the beginning is not a solo anyway, if you actually do get in to the top seven you only get to sing 11 or 12 words) I didn't get it but I don't care. My friend is in the top 7. I made a mistake when I was trying out.

Math

There is a math competition where teams from different schools in this city compete against each other. Everyone who wanted to go into the team took a test, I took one. I don't know my score yet, but I hope it is a high score! I am pretty good at math... Random other person: So arrogant, right?. Me: Sorryyyy!!!!. Bye :)

Interesting? Yes or No?

No need for your opinion but I am pretty sure in your head you put not interesting because I literally have nutin to talk about. Hey... Hey!! Notice any mistakes, or grammar issues? I hope you figured that out quickly enough because I spelled nothing I put nun. But for some reason nutin is a word? Goodbye! 🎻🎸

Pressured

I am always very pressured. School just makes me think of failure. There is too much to do, or maybe it is just that I do everything last minute so it piles up on me for me to finish everything to do in one day, ONE DAY!!!!! Okay, so half of my pressure comes from me being last minute, but really do I care? Yes! I use to be first minute and now I am the opposite, I also used to not care as much as I do now but still I still was very pressured. I now have to go finish my long term project that is due tommorow!!!!!!! Bye bye!

Friends Again, Forever

Maddison and I are officially best friends, again.... I know right? She used to be my BFF, but she decided to ditch  me, The Carina, for some "popular" girls. Middle School is so annoying... We technically are only best friends because we are both "fab" mathematicians. I always will wonder after school, will we be friends forever? Will we still be BFF's in college? I never will know.

Oh my gosh!! I am finally in college and sadly..... nothing!! Maddy and I are still BFF's yay!!